Fear has a sneaky way of showing up in the least expected places—like a blank canvas. You’d think something as harmless as a paintbrush wouldn’t trigger anxiety, but here we are, staring at the page, second-guessing every move. The truth is, fear isn’t about the painting. It’s about trust—trusting yourself, your instincts, and your right to create without judgment.

This month, I’ve been exploring how fear and creativity are connected and what happens when we choose trust instead. I even painted something deeply meaningful to me—a Hopi Water Carrier, a symbol of resilience and purpose. Along the way, I found wisdom in a Lakota prayer that reminded me how trust and love guide us beyond fear.

So, let me ask you—if you’re afraid to paint a picture, what else are you afraid of? And more importantly, what might happen if you choose trust instead?

We can be SO hard on ourselves,

SO critical and harsh.

We can expect perfection, even when we are just learning something.

And we spend more time steeping in the energy of “I am not enough” than the energy of “GO ME!”

It does seem kinda silly when you just read it that way, right?!

8 “Shades” of Self-Discovery to Nurture NOW

Inspired by my newest online course: Rise Above . A Transformational Painting Challenge

Of course, I am excited for you to join this new program… it is a magical creative process for sure! AND no matter what, I’m offering these 8 Shades… because I want to share what I’m learning with you whether you decide to buy my course or not!

Thank you for reading!

One of my greatest delights is creating workshops and classes.  Crystabella Studio’s  workshops are where art, introspection, and spirituality come together to create a space for self-discovery and creative expression.

I believe that art is more than just creating pretty pictures – it's a portal to the soul.

Welcome to Crystabella Studio. My name is Lori Poff Kellogg and I believe in the transformative power of creativity and the magic that unfolds when we embrace our inner artist.

For most of my life, I felt like I was living in someone else's story – always serving others, but neglecting the desires of my own heart.